[Ah... yes. Lili can't hear Chal automatically trying to defend Leon, which is why he snaps:]
Chal, she can't hear you.
[And then back to Lili, bristling and displeased (legitimately displeased now, instead of simply irritated).]
You know nothing about our relationship, so don't even begin to think that you can lecture me on it! Chal and I have been together for far too long for someone like you to understand.
[But that's.... more curiosity than anything, she doesn't want to be rude and ignore someone speaking to her?! But-- the rest of it manages to sit poorly with her. At first her instinctual response is to snap back, saying that it's not hard for her to understand that he speaks harshly toward someone that is only looking to assist him-
. . . . but well, she's always been troublesome and rebellious for Ayura and Tetora too, even if she's never been outright rude to them.
So her answer is more of a simmer.]
..... Just -
[A small, aggravated noise as she looks away, her gaze becoming more forlorn than she'd like.]
It's.... a shame when caretakers are taken for granted.
[... Is defending Leon, of course. Piping up with all of his complaints about how his young master is misunderstood, how he's always treated him well--things that Leon has no intention of putting into the outside air. No... he thinks that those things are better left unheard.
Instead, he shakes his head sharply, and responds to the rest.]
He is not my caretaker.
[Whatever experiences Lili has with caretakers, Leon has something else entirely here, and there's a clear misunderstanding.]
He is my partner, and together, we will accomplish our goals. It is something we have both agreed to, so don't act as though I am taking this relationship for granted.
[Leon already knows he'd be lost without Chal. That became clear... a long, long time ago. Perhaps at one point he was taking him for granted a little bit, but with "You're my only young master. I would follow you anywhere" still fresh in his mind, he knows there's no chance he could ever do so again.]
There's no denying that that's not what she expected, despite what she's heard of the relationship between swords and their swordsmen now. Yet it reminds her exactly of all of that and she finds herself sheepish as the wind gets taken out of her sails rather immediately. Her arms fold across her chest, more defensively than anything else.
Except Lili has enough sense to tell when she's wrong - at least in serious matters like this.]
.... Then I misspoke.
[There's a "sorry" in there somewhere.
As she glances away and fusses with her hair a little bit.]
It's... a relief then.
[That Chaltier is in good hands and that Leon has someone to be his partner. She tries very hard to ignore the vague feeling of wishing she had something like that too.]
[... It works in smoothing over his ruffled feathers, at least. He can't be too angry at her anyway, really; he's got a simplified understanding of how the world works in some ways, and he's too close-minded to really change it now. Which is why his response is an inevitable:]
... It doesn't matter. I wouldn't expect a civilian like yourself to understand a relationship like this regardless.
[It's... pretty insulting. Though he doesn't entirely mean it that way. She doesn't use a sword, so how could he expect her to understand the relationship between sword and master? It'd just be silly.]
It's rude and even though Leon's ruffled feathers are soothed now, apparently it's Lili's turn. So even though that pretty much comes as a "don't worry about it", she's suddenly definitely worrying about it. Her eyes narrow as she freezes up a bit.]
You--
I'd thought you would know better than to speak so callously about someone you don't know by now....!
[Even though they've definitely talked on multiple occasions.
I told you that I have no intentions of letting you save me again.
[SHE HASN'T FORGOTTEN and she's just going to huff, setting her hands on her hips. What a bunch of dumb teenagers and their offended posturing.]
I may not understand it entirely -- but that doesn't mean I'm not trying to learn. The day you escorted me to the park was when I began my lessons. A fr...... [ . . . . . ] acquaintance agreed to instruct me.
[It's probably a sign of Leon's own stunted growth that he doesn't realize she was about to say "friend" there.]
Then nonetheless, you still do not know it yet. Attempting to learn does not mean that you are already aware of the relationship between a sword and his master.
[Hmph.]
I won't allow you to get away with insulting Chal by implying that he is anything less than my partner at any point in time, regardless of what you are learning.
[He's... weirdly protective even if in some oddly twisted way, okay.]
-- Are you implying that being considered a caretaker is an insult?
[RUFFLED FEATHERS ABOUND.]
I understand that I was incorrect with my first assumption but by no means was that intended as an insult to Chaltier. You really go out of your way to find something wrong with everything, don't you?
Of course not! [Excuse u, Marian is a caretaker!!] I am implying that that is not his role! There is no way that someone who is able to take care of others in that way could be an insult--!
She's almost certainly not fine in this Death Carnival on her own and even if he's exhausting, he's not bad and he's still more familiar than anything else......
[Now he doesn't understand, honestly. He just looks puzzled as she suddenly changes her mind?? Or. Something. What does "That's not what I meant" even mean?
She means that he's familiar even if he's not friendly - and that's enough. He's not the disgusting carnies who are wandering around these parade grounds and he's not even as bad as his bark half the time.
She covers her face with one hand and there's definitely the urge to make a rather disgruntled noise. G o d.]
.... You're rude and abrasive and all these things that we've already discussed.
[That's a really bad start.]
But--
[asdf;lj augh]
But it's not as if I mind your company, even if I understand if the notion isn't exactly returned. You're better than a number of other patrons here, some of who are true nimrods, and - [and she doesn't... want to go back out there alone...] - even if you're difficult, that doesn't necessarily mean I want to leave so-- don't put words in my mouth like that!
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You should get out of here when you can. This festival isn't safe.
[ob...viously...]
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Do you think I'm even here because I want to be....?
[guess who got picked up and dragged in by gross ass jesters]
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... Then the exit has to be found. I believe it was this way.
[m...aybe....]
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Oh.
Would Chaltier know?
[They might've done this already.]
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What? You weren't paying attention?
[Ah, yes, he's talking to his sword... Chaltier's being very apologetic and all but--]
Tch. Whatever. It isn't as though I'm lost. I can find the way myself.
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Must you be so harsh with him?
[Lili will protect all the swords herself if she has to.]
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[Ah... yes. Lili can't hear Chal automatically trying to defend Leon, which is why he snaps:]
Chal, she can't hear you.
[And then back to Lili, bristling and displeased (legitimately displeased now, instead of simply irritated).]
You know nothing about our relationship, so don't even begin to think that you can lecture me on it! Chal and I have been together for far too long for someone like you to understand.
[So leave him and his sword bestie alone...]
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[But that's.... more curiosity than anything, she doesn't want to be rude and ignore someone speaking to her?! But-- the rest of it manages to sit poorly with her. At first her instinctual response is to snap back, saying that it's not hard for her to understand that he speaks harshly toward someone that is only looking to assist him-
. . . . but well, she's always been troublesome and rebellious for Ayura and Tetora too, even if she's never been outright rude to them.
So her answer is more of a simmer.]
..... Just -
[A small, aggravated noise as she looks away, her gaze becoming more forlorn than she'd like.]
It's.... a shame when caretakers are taken for granted.
[She misses her attendants.]
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[... Is defending Leon, of course. Piping up with all of his complaints about how his young master is misunderstood, how he's always treated him well--things that Leon has no intention of putting into the outside air. No... he thinks that those things are better left unheard.
Instead, he shakes his head sharply, and responds to the rest.]
He is not my caretaker.
[Whatever experiences Lili has with caretakers, Leon has something else entirely here, and there's a clear misunderstanding.]
He is my partner, and together, we will accomplish our goals. It is something we have both agreed to, so don't act as though I am taking this relationship for granted.
[Leon already knows he'd be lost without Chal. That became clear... a long, long time ago. Perhaps at one point he was taking him for granted a little bit, but with "You're my only young master. I would follow you anywhere" still fresh in his mind, he knows there's no chance he could ever do so again.]
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There's no denying that that's not what she expected, despite what she's heard of the relationship between swords and their swordsmen now. Yet it reminds her exactly of all of that and she finds herself sheepish as the wind gets taken out of her sails rather immediately. Her arms fold across her chest, more defensively than anything else.
Except Lili has enough sense to tell when she's wrong - at least in serious matters like this.]
.... Then I misspoke.
[There's a "sorry" in there somewhere.
As she glances away and fusses with her hair a little bit.]
It's... a relief then.
[That Chaltier is in good hands and that Leon has someone to be his partner. She tries very hard to ignore the vague feeling of wishing she had something like that too.]
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... It doesn't matter. I wouldn't expect a civilian like yourself to understand a relationship like this regardless.
[It's... pretty insulting. Though he doesn't entirely mean it that way. She doesn't use a sword, so how could he expect her to understand the relationship between sword and master? It'd just be silly.]
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It's rude and even though Leon's ruffled feathers are soothed now, apparently it's Lili's turn. So even though that pretty much comes as a "don't worry about it", she's suddenly definitely worrying about it. Her eyes narrow as she freezes up a bit.]
You--
I'd thought you would know better than to speak so callously about someone you don't know by now....!
[Even though they've definitely talked on multiple occasions.
Whatever.]
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Leon arches an eyebrow at that, inspecting her.]
Is that wrong?
[HE DOESN'T SEE A SWORD....... she doesn't carry herself like a fighter. He fails to see how he's wrong here.]
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[SHE HASN'T FORGOTTEN and she's just going to huff, setting her hands on her hips. What a bunch of dumb teenagers and their offended posturing.]
I may not understand it entirely -- but that doesn't mean I'm not trying to learn. The day you escorted me to the park was when I began my lessons. A fr...... [ . . . . . ] acquaintance agreed to instruct me.
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Then nonetheless, you still do not know it yet. Attempting to learn does not mean that you are already aware of the relationship between a sword and his master.
[Hmph.]
I won't allow you to get away with insulting Chal by implying that he is anything less than my partner at any point in time, regardless of what you are learning.
[He's... weirdly protective even if in some oddly twisted way, okay.]
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[RUFFLED FEATHERS ABOUND.]
I understand that I was incorrect with my first assumption but by no means was that intended as an insult to Chaltier. You really go out of your way to find something wrong with everything, don't you?
[the rudeness continues.....]
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[... Pause.
A-ahem.
A...nyway.]
... Just don't make assumptions.
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Stop getting offended at me when I'm offended!!
[NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE.]
You should be careful of your words too, you know!
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I am well within my rights to be offended that you would be offended by my words!
[....wait.
... No that's stupid, even he can recognize that that's stupid. He coughs into his fist. Uh.]
... Regardless. That was not an insult.
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That was so stupid.
It was so stupid that she needs to take a moment to bury her face in her hands.]
You're absurd.
Why do I still talk to you? This is just exhausting.
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[Obviously, he's not going to keep her here if she...doesn't want to talk to him. Shoo, Lili, he's fine on his own and presumably so is she!!!]
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She's almost certainly not fine in this Death Carnival on her own and even if he's exhausting, he's not bad and he's still more familiar than anything else......
nnnooooooooo]
..... That's not what I meant!
[Yeah, that'll
have to be close enough]
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???]
... State plainly what you mean.
[tsuns who don't speak tsun.]
[1/2]
this is the worst situation ever.]
I mean--
[good god, what does she mean
She means that he's familiar even if he's not friendly - and that's enough. He's not the disgusting carnies who are wandering around these parade grounds and he's not even as bad as his bark half the time.
She covers her face with one hand and there's definitely the urge to make a rather disgruntled noise. G o d.]
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.... You're rude and abrasive and all these things that we've already discussed.
[That's a really bad start.]
But--
[asdf;lj augh]
But it's not as if I mind your company, even if I understand if the notion isn't exactly returned. You're better than a number of other patrons here, some of who are true nimrods, and - [and she doesn't... want to go back out there alone...] - even if you're difficult, that doesn't necessarily mean I want to leave so-- don't put words in my mouth like that!
[ . . . . . . . .
that said
she very much wants to leave
now
why this]
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