[He can't blame her for not being okay--not after something like that. He totally understands it more than anything. The feeling of being that helpless... he hadn't been fond of the water even before that had happened to him, but she was, it's her love and her homeland, and...]

Do not allow them to take that away from you.

[He shakes his head immediately, hands clenching slowly into fists. It's not easy. It's difficult, and hard, and Leon hasn't been able to do it either--

But.

He did say Lili should learn to be better than him.

And she's still alive back home, presumably, so she still has that chance.]

Regardless of what happened here...what remains for you in your own world is what truly matters. And there, you have not died like this. There, you are still breathing, just as you are here.

So there is no reason to allow them to win.