[the last few days haven't been easy, but stahn's been doing his best to try and give leon space. partially, it's because of the touch situation—leon hasn't told him whether or not things were still strange about his urges.
of course, he hasn't given leon much of a chance to do so, either. while trying to get his own thoughts in order and figure out just how he feels about what happened with the robots and his own responsibilities... well, he's been pretty selfish. because as ever, without someone to pull him out from his own head, stahn tends to get kind of lost. there will come a time when his resolve is better, when he's better at being the hero he should be and will eventually become.
but even with pep talks from rutee, dymlos and even leon... there's still more things he needs to experience, things from their own world that can push his motivation over the edge to a completely immovable strength. until that time comes? there's a lot of ebb and flow to how he copes with things.
today, it's by sitting on the sofa, listlessly flipping through the channels while leon isn't around. he's not really doing it to watch tv, he's doing it more so because it's a mindless action while he tries to figure out how he can make this up to leon and his other friends who got caught in the middle of this.]
post-robots
of course, he hasn't given leon much of a chance to do so, either. while trying to get his own thoughts in order and figure out just how he feels about what happened with the robots and his own responsibilities... well, he's been pretty selfish. because as ever, without someone to pull him out from his own head, stahn tends to get kind of lost. there will come a time when his resolve is better, when he's better at being the hero he should be and will eventually become.
but even with pep talks from rutee, dymlos and even leon... there's still more things he needs to experience, things from their own world that can push his motivation over the edge to a completely immovable strength. until that time comes? there's a lot of ebb and flow to how he copes with things.
today, it's by sitting on the sofa, listlessly flipping through the channels while leon isn't around. he's not really doing it to watch tv, he's doing it more so because it's a mindless action while he tries to figure out how he can make this up to leon and his other friends who got caught in the middle of this.]